Saturday, April 12, 2008

Noe Fanart by ~dellidew on deviantART

okay, let me show off abit. I know, dun need to lecture me about the way too skinny legs or so.

Right, Taek exam on sunday! eeks, i'm really nervous but also a bit relief that i can do my backtrust a bit better. Hopefully i don't mess up during exams like i usually do due to jelly legs.
I never knew i have such nervous symptoms until i started having taek exams. But funny thing is, it usually only occurs to my right leg (i think), which happens to be my better leg for kicking as most right handed ppl are. Stiil, i'll try to not think too much about it.

And, i actually found this quite sometime ago and it realy sounds interesting and right for me. Landscape Architecture! sounds cool ehh? It actually is a combination of art and science. Which applies greatly for me because i like art and nature. So LA is associated with the environment. I have really check it out and even printed stuff about it. [ Landscape Architecture Informative Site] But still, i'm not rushing to make my final decision cause it's a concern for me for building things are not really good for the environment. But as shu say, i can put my knowledge for more benifical use. So need to find a uni that is more specific on nature ones. That's what i read on one of the article for it says different uni concentrate on different stuff. And have to study horticulture! I never really like plant science, in fact i really don't like it. But i think horticulture should be different cause u don't really need to know xylem, cambium and floem to deal with plants right? Anyway, my mum advise me to take a gap year so i can apply to more uni, have more choices and hopefully get good result to obtain shcolarship. I think she basically don't want me to waste worrying about this kind of stuff and concentrate on my studies. Good thing too, i can slowly decide and make sure i don't make the wrong choice.

[Read] This is a post from someone i don't really know. But i found it really inspiring. She shows quite a maturity that i don't have and i really have high respect for what she said. (besides the fact that she is an awesome artist) And i know that i don't really look down on poor grades people but i always thought they were lazy or a bit maoyong and i'm not proud of my thoughts for now i know i'm wrong. They too work hard as they strive to achieve what they want. People have different goals and sometimes studies isn't really the key to everything. It makes me braver to take a gap year and really think about what i want to do cause i want to know that i too am striving to make my dreams come true, do what i really want! That why when i did thought about taking art, and my mum gave her opinion on it, I kind of agree with her. Because i do want to do something to benefit the society. This way, at least i can feel that my work would be something meaningful. To me at least. Different people have different needs and this is just one of them. And I think though i enjoy Art, it's not really the whole thing for me. The post was a pretty educational ranting to me.

and Taylor's Anime Society has a forum! woot~ It's not really active but it's improving and i'm happy bout it. TAS Forum

okay, that's about it. Cheers people! Tata.

P.S. a quote: " You are only as bad as you think you are. If so, improve. Don't whine about it"
partial advice from a friend.

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