a teddy's walk in life

2009-01-06T00:45:00.001+08:00

okay... if anyone is wondering where i went too.. I've move on to a new blog
http://teddyen.wordpress.com
:D
see you guys there!

moving...

2008-07-30T03:40:00.002+08:00

hey,i thought i might be moving to deviantart.meaning i'll probably be updating my journal there because i spent lots of time browsing there and want to get more active... for really personal stuff (very very very rare, I'll post here instead...don't worry) i might keep here updateon every new post i guess?
but i haven't started yet.in case i do... it'll be http://dellidew.deviantart.com to check me out.

current update.
i'mworking at mymom'soffice now.so i've been really busy. today is only the second week. i'm taking leave tmr,so yay ^^ i don't thinki'll be staying long though...less than a month >_< cause in case my results is bad *cross fingers* i might want to retake.
good luck to everybody out there taking a-lvls too! results out in one and a half weeks!

Rotting at home

2008-07-08T23:38:00.003+08:00

yes, at the title indicates, that was exactly what i have been doing. Well, at least I've register for my driving, gone for the 5 hour course and should be taking the undang soon. Besides that, i have been going out probably once a week shopping or movies, which I should do less soon. Oil prices and everything has been going up. Seriously, time to reduce our indulgence. The rest of the time i'm just home watching anime, love letter game shows, onlining, making sigs and basically do nothing. And i have rotted about two weeks, so it's time to get up and do something. So tomorrow, I shall head to the hospital and check out whether I can do anything there. Plus, very the important, I must decided what to do soon. =P

So there's an update on my no life. Haha ^^
tata, take care and be happy everybody.

edit; i join back CB forum cause i have no life =D

Redang

2008-06-19T22:42:00.002+08:00

I totally loved the trip.
The sad thing is, my two close classmates didn't go with me... *whacks*
So i did feel a bit lonely but the other were there for me. So thanks to you guys! you all make the trip as wonderful as it is suppose to be.
Redang water is as clear as ever. Just like perhentian! but the place isn't as secluded and the beach was really lovely.
I love beaches. To feel those soft soft sand between your toes and to run barefooted everywhere. The splashing of the waves and the swipe of your feet on the water, the sun shining on your face and everything somehow doesn't feels so real when you are back.
So basically I had a real good time there.
and I hope my swimming improved. Haha!

i enjoyed the company so much too, steph and sham as usual, and the others make me laugh till my stomach ache. Oh and i met eexin there! We did some disco dancing <3 it feels good to dance, but too bad i dunno how to, so i just simply dance. It was really ironic. Our area were like zero ppl there while redang beach resort disco was totally filled. And we celebrated Steph b'day. Big girl has become 18 dee! ^^

Snorkelling was alright i guess. Ah, and seeing that huge fish was just so amazing! It's so much bigger than me! Like really huge. And i got to see baby sharks again ^^ it's about the same size as the one i saw in perhentian. Thanks to Joe who showed us around. Too bad i didn't get to see nemo >< by the time i reached, joe already put it back. But the sea cucumber is really different from the one in pangkor. This one is smooth and rubbery instead or soft and squishy. Banana boating was really funny too. The first drive was the best, it was like damn fast and whoosh, really fast and away. Haha, but tumbling down with all the hands and legs all around, u do get kick and such.
Then at night we played cards and some ppl got drunk. >_> haha, but not too drunk i guess. Anyway, at least I know enough now to be very cautious around such drinks.

Anyway, I will definitely miss all of you guys! i didn't really feel sad after the dinner. No emo no nothing. But when we were reaching the end of our journey I did felt a pang of regret and sadness. No matter what, it'll be really hard for all of us to gather like this ever again. Loved you guys! PM9 rocks my socks! The things i felt with you all can't be expressed, the thanks i have to give are millions for the very wonderful time you all gave me. 0701PM9 was one of the best class I ever had! <3

ah, it's over?

2008-06-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

Time flies.
It really does. It has already been a year and a half since i left secondary school, since i joined A-lvl in taylors and i dunno what to feel. They are too many mixed feelings. One i know is the relief i felt, after putting down that heavy stone of pressure. Then again, I feel normal. Like nothing really has changed. But i know it did.

-abandoned post-
i am too lazy... Zzzzz...

Trash maths.

2008-06-07T15:58:00.002+08:00

I did it!
I totally trashed my maths!

I hope I can pass that paper.
yes, It's that bad! Paper 3 was about as clean as a blank paper.
i think i panicked.
Cause i can't really do it at all.
And worse, all the others can do. Except Me.
Did i not work enough? Practise not enough?
It was very hard for me.
I thought I was able to do it.
but for the first time ever,
I can't do maths for such an important paper.
It's over, I can't turn back the clock.
I can't redo it.
I've learn my lesson.
Always expect the unexpected.
and don't panic!
cause if you do, You can't think
and you'll mess up the whole thing.
I'm dead.

Right, still left paper5 for bio. Mustn't repeat the same mistake. noNo, no more. I might have to retake maths. Sigh!

What Should I Do with my Life?

2008-06-01T19:08:00.002+08:00

First, an update on my exams.
Two more papers left! that's a Yay!
But... I think i just send my chemistry down the B and C drain.
Lucky for me, I wasn't the only one who found in hard. But the problem is, I think I actually lost a LOT of marks because I didn't manage to finish quite a few 'big' marks questions. But what has pass has passed, I'll just have to try harder if there is a next time.

It's hard to believe how time flies. It's like Woah! one and a half year has just passed by. And yet, it hardly felt that long. Soon, I'll be finishing my A-levels and it will be time to decided what to do. Not that i'm worrying about it currently. I've decided to take my time and see how things turn out.

Ah, so what's up with the title?
It was a book i found in the MPSJ library. Yeah, that was the title "what should i do with my life?" by Po Bronson. I only manage to read the first few stories before I have to leave, and unfortunately, I can't borrow it back since I didn't register for the emmebership. it's really expensive and I've decided it's not worth it. But that's beside the point.

The book is cool in the way it talks about people who has found what they want to do in thier life, their struggle and their achievement. Or the realisation and the courage to turn from their initial path and seek for a new one. I hope i'll one day be able to find something to suit my life and have the courage to take the road not taken.

Erik and Mann

2008-05-28T20:13:00.003+08:00

Happie birthday Erik! Today --> which is 28 May 2008
and Happie birthday to baby Mann, her birthday is on 26 May 2008.

As you grow a year older, may you also grow a year wiser! ^^

Approaching Doom of Finals

2008-05-20T18:23:00.004+08:00

It's there!

Just at the corner...
...teasing me on it's coming...

It terrifies me.
It's too near.

Are you prepared?
The ultimate question.

Even if i'm not,
Nevertheless, I'll do my best!

GoodLuck comrades!
We'll dive in there and show we can do it.
We shall not fall before this pieces of sheets.
We shall fill it with our inks,
with the contents of the suffering we have undergone.
We will keep on striking even after we fall.

In short, All the best!

You can Do Anything with the Strength of your Mind ~Anonymous.

Kelsey Briggs

2008-05-19T00:39:00.007+08:00

this happen in 2005. Google about it, there's plenty.
Just want to help spread Child Abuse Awareness.

Btw, this is my 50th post!......only... =P

Currently Watching:

Allison and Lillia

-allison and will-

-plane stucked at wireline-

-Grandma Moot's orphanage-

-Poor Ojisan-

-In the Air + benedict's plane in purple-

Vampire Knight

-the night class-

-the Day Class-

-Yuuki-

-Zero-

-Kaname-

-i like their uniform!

Pleasant talk

2008-05-18T23:08:00.010+08:00

I just wanted to say how fun and heart-warming it was to talk about childhood days and some other experience during Asia Cafe that day with you guys. It reminds me that we, no matter where we come from, how we are brought up, or whether you have this and I have not, we are still people who needs people around them to care and share.

I can't say how grateful for the life I had, since I was born till now. Somehow, as I grew older and knew how to think, I sense I'm a very lucky girl. Though I might not be perfect, I'm not popular, I'm not rich nor even had good brains, I shall still say i'm lucky. Luckier even more that I realise it. Imagine some people who had everything they had in life, or are probably better off some point or other, and not realising it. They will crave for more, for what others have that they don't, forever without peace in mind.

Today, I shall declare what I'm grateful for! and this will always serve as a reminder of what thanks i should have in life when I might start hating it.

1st: My Mom. To me, family come first before friends and I realise, that it is natural for most children to be closer to their mom than dad. (because i actually felt guilty sometimes that i love my mom more) She, is one who does not like shopping, does not dye her hair, is quite a practical person (nui chiang ren), the no nonsense, no emo and yet is very understanding. Well, i practically ask her anything, tell her (almost) everything, what my thoughts are and she too share her views. I'm a lucky cause she's damn really wise. Advice i give to my friends, i quote from her. (though I don't think I give good advice, to me, what she said often does make sense) and she's never tired of me asking for more hugs and asking silly questions like 'do you love me?' (Lol, it's a joke in my family, got the habit from my silly cousins)

Then this part would include my whole family, and those staying with me. My dad, he's cool in a sort of way that he's sometimes funny, and I'm really proud of him, no matter what short comings he have. And Pa, I do know, what you have sacrifice for us, and for me. Well, both my parents! Know that i appreciate it, although I might not remember always. Next, both my sis. The degree of closeness do differ, but i guess it's only natural, with the age gap. I know, I always scold, and I know my words can be very sharp to your easily sensitive pride. And I still do not approve of your attitude, >_><_<, but comes what may, Sis is still sis! The love is there!

My aunt, my ama, my maid, my cousins... it would take too long to express what thanks and what love i have for them! (sounds yucky like this, but it's true!) sou gou is my third parent, we might not live exactly under the same roof, but we are family, and likewise, I do know the sacrifice and help and lecture and fun yummy food you made for us! Ama, my dear ama, older she's getting, and even harder it is to communicate but I must not forget to appreciate her while she's still around. Ah, my maid, Unty... 13 long years she has been with us. We are indeed family! and my silly cousins, It's hard not to love them! They are the extra siblings that i get lecture from or dote on. And note: we do fight over the copmputer! Grrr...

Last but not least, Metta! the pet i have, you shall not lack the love i have to give, though it's not very often. I know i have not always justify what they have done for me, it's hard to resist temptaions in life, but I'll try, I'll make an effort to! I'll be nice to others, okay?

-innocent days-

2. My culture, my belief, and way of life. Thanks goodness I hope, that i'm not too arrogant. Thank my lucky stars i'm not too much of a spendrift. Thanks for the quite average brain I have, and no thanks for my low self esteem. But I swear i will improve! Thanks for my optimism. These two shouldn't exist together, but funnily, i think they do! Thanks for the upbringing I have, most of all, thankyou for the little bit of wise-ness or insight i might have in me! For now, I'm happy to be me.

3. My relatives and friends.To my uncle and aunties i can talk and share my thoughts with, thanks for the wise words, thankyou for i know I have good people in my extended family. People i've crossed lives with, my nakama! My special friend, and friends, and more friends. Thanks for helping, thanks for the things you guys have done. The friendship you gave to me, the acknowledgement, the smile you bestow upon me, the thoughts we share, the opinions we have, the disagreement among us, the togetherness we feel as people of this world. I thankyou for the people I've known. In one way or another, we have touch each others lives, we form thoughts and perceptions towards each other, there is a link. I might forget, might not remember, but it happened! and that is truth enough! and I look forward towards meeting even more people in the future!

4. Life. What is it? how certain can that person who gave you the answer for it? I might not truthfully know what is it yet, but it's existance itself I ThankYou for it. Because without it, there would be no me, no my thoughts, no know. and The World, the earth, a place where our existance can take form it. Lucky today that i'm still alive! and Food! my enjoyment =D

this are but just little parts of it. Anytime i want to express my gratefulness, expect another long post! For I'm currently out of 'Grateful Gas' now!

My Amatuer View

2008-05-18T22:32:00.007+08:00

The incident of the 'argument' in the Parlimen made headlines quite sometime ago. I only roughly knew about it by glancing off the first page of the newspaper. But due to the business of day to day life, i didn't take the leisure to pursue this news. However, during some 'free periods' in class, a few of my classmates discussed about this incident and wanted to show the clip. All thanks to the incredibly slow connection in college, we never managed to watch it in class. Haha...

So i managed to watch it online one fine day on YouTube. But hey, this post ain't about the clip, for now, what strike me was the comments about it. Actually, only half of it were commenting about the behaviour of the MPs and the incident, another half were arguments between citizens of Malaysia.

As one of the large issue on the clip was whether Malaysia is an Islamic state or not, there were plenty of debates about the origins of people in our country. And for the first time ever (okay, maybe not) i actually saw open racism comments. Some were citing about Malays being the bumiputras of the country and asking the chinese to go back to the country. And people were counter-arguing by asking them to refer to the sejarah text book about Palembang coming from Indon. Then a cross-counter one saying that part only involves a small part as most Malays were the oborigins. And of course, many were pointing fingers at each other, regardless of race. So this is us huh?

I only gave it much thought later when i read the newspaper about May13 and then it strikes me: What is the point of this kind of debates? Admittedly, when i read the comments, opinions were form at the back of my mind on who was right and who was wrong. Passion were inflammed and i even thought of commenting myself, trying to counterback. Thanks goodness, I wisely did not. Upon reflecting it, I felt i was probably blinded and pretty close-minded at that time. Because debating on how much of Malaysia is yours as it is to me will brings us nowhere. Does it even matter anymore? In this modern era, migrating is so common and people move around and live all around the world. But then, we must not forget about other factors such as citizenship, family matters, legal stuff etc...

However, I still think that such debate will never end or result in anything and I felt foolish when i remember that i consider involving myself. Judging plus making opinions based on what I think only and my singular perception seems silly indeed. What do I know anyway? Perhaps, it can be said I might not be matured enough to understand and judge much about the politics of my country.

Anyway, more hatred and revengeful comments does not solve anything, we should always aim for a win-win situation. You happy, I happy. coming to that, i must mention there were some peacable comments, so we ain't too bad afterall huh?

I shall try my best for now to listen and not judge yet. I believe it's important for us youngsters to take notice in political happening in our country so when we have the chance to vote, we will make the right choice based in what we believe. We should practise our rights as a Malaysian and your participation can make a change. Hopefully, as i grow older, I will able to understand things more and view it with a more open mind.

Gah, enough of this!
Now you know why i always complain about growing up!

-when ducks talks to cat-
~pic unrelated to post

Ps: Actually i wrote this sometime ago, only managed to post it today.

Seafood!

2008-04-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

haha, kind of a wasted day today! Morning i went to sunday school, well, at least i was able to finish one of my maths past year paper! and i submitted a very the last minute t-shirt design for wesak day. Then we had lunch and was back around 3 something. I was so full and tired that i slept all the way till 6 in the evening. By the time i woke up and bathe, it was time for us to go eat dinner. So our whole family, DuaGou and TeoTeo went to klang to eat my-waited-for-very-de-long Seafood! Finally i get to eat my long awaited seafood! Have been wanting to eat for awhile now because i started missing seafood since a month or two ago. Well, the food was not oo bad, could have been better, but i'm satisfied enough! and we heard plenty of stories of SooYuen's cheche Allotment/garden in UK. Sounds like a real nice place to retire and eat organic DIY fruits and plants.
ok, that's about it, enough crap. Mata Ne!

Shock!

2008-04-26T22:41:00.004+08:00

Just now, i went for a walk with my parents after dinner. And while walking in the padang, there were a group of young people barbecuing, and i was thinking "Cool, Can hv party here!" Then we pass by a group of them sitting down on the bench and one of them get up and walk pass us. I saw something glowing on his hand so my first though was "???" then "ah, maybe it's some glowing toy". Then after he passed us, then i smelled a whiff of smoke. "WTH?" and i turned and see the group of ppl, most of them are holding cigarettes! And i actually say "OMG! Horrible!" And you know why? Bacause those people are so so young! Probably aged around 11 or 12 like that! I was so so shocked and felt really furious until i feel a bit teary. I mean, how could they? My mum said it was probably because some malay family give their children too much freedom! I mean, they must have a really "don't care" attitude until thier children start smoking at such a young age. I thought this kind of thing only happen in US or kampung area. I have no idea, that at such modern times, at USJ where young generation like us are suppose to be EDUCATED could be like that! If say they were high school or college, that is understandable, cause most of the time they start around that age, but these are yet to be teenagers and they are already smoking! Can you imagine it?! It really saddened me, makes me wonder what has the world come to?
Or maybe they are already quite old and perhaps they have the dwarf size disease or something. *roll eyes*

anyway, back to here, three more weeks to Finals! *screams* and i just barely pass by taekwando and my trails results were really horrible! A-bio, C-chem *cries*, C-math *cries even more*. I know, makes me feel like my self esteem is falling again, so i have to constantly remind myself that i'm not too bad, just have to put in more effort! Give my very best, study and work really hard to achieve what i want! must continue to strive till the very end! And to all my peers, don't ever give up anything, whatever it is, work and do you best till the end! Gambateh and goodluck for A2 Finals and any other exams! and farewell to my babily mama LiYi! *muacks muacks* Going to kampar dee... 2nd to leave after mann. Last will be me la! haha! Good luck to you mama! *hugs*

right! till then =D tata!

2008-04-12T02:03:00.003+08:00

Noe Fanart by ~dellidew on deviant ART

okay, let me show off abit. I know, dun need to lecture me about the way too skinny legs or so.

Right, Taek exam on sunday! eeks, i'm really nervous but also a bit relief that i can do my backtrust a bit better. Hopefully i don't mess up during exams like i usually do due to jelly legs.
I never knew i have such nervous symptoms until i started having taek exams. But funny thing is, it usually only occurs to my right leg (i think), which happens to be my better leg for kicking as most right handed ppl are. Stiil, i'll try to not think too much about it.

And, i actually found this quite sometime ago and it realy sounds interesting and right for me. Landscape Architecture! sounds cool ehh? It actually is a combination of art and science. Which applies greatly for me because i like art and nature. So LA is associated with the environment. I have really check it out and even printed stuff about it. [ Landscape Architecture Informative Site] But still, i'm not rushing to make my final decision cause it's a concern for me for building things are not really good for the environment. But as shu say, i can put my knowledge for more benifical use. So need to find a uni that is more specific on nature ones. That's what i read on one of the article for it says different uni concentrate on different stuff. And have to study horticulture! I never really like plant science, in fact i really don't like it. But i think horticulture should be different cause u don't really need to know xylem, cambium and floem to deal with plants right? Anyway, my mum advise me to take a gap year so i can apply to more uni, have more choices and hopefully get good result to obtain shcolarship. I think she basically don't want me to waste worrying about this kind of stuff and concentrate on my studies. Good thing too, i can slowly decide and make sure i don't make the wrong choice.

[Read] This is a post from someone i don't really know. But i found it really inspiring. She shows quite a maturity that i don't have and i really have high respect for what she said. (besides the fact that she is an awesome artist) And i know that i don't really look down on poor grades people but i always thought they were lazy or a bit maoyong and i'm not proud of my thoughts for now i know i'm wrong. They too work hard as they strive to achieve what they want. People have different goals and sometimes studies isn't really the key to everything. It makes me braver to take a gap year and really think about what i want to do cause i want to know that i too am striving to make my dreams come true, do what i really want! That why when i did thought about taking art, and my mum gave her opinion on it, I kind of agree with her. Because i do want to do something to benefit the society. This way, at least i can feel that my work would be something meaningful. To me at least. Different people have different needs and this is just one of them. And I think though i enjoy Art, it's not really the whole thing for me. The post was a pretty educational ranting to me.

and Taylor's Anime Society has a forum! woot~ It's not really active but it's improving and i'm happy bout it. TAS Forum

okay, that's about it. Cheers people! Tata.

P.S. a quote: " You are only as bad as you think you are. If so, improve. Don't whine about it"
partial advice from a friend.

Tag

2008-04-06T21:45:00.002+08:00

it has been a long time since i did any tagged stuff, so here goes~

1. What's your favorite anime at the present time?
well, I haven't watched much eversince exams drew near. But presently, it would be TrueTears i guess. Al times fav would incude, ouran, trinitybood, blood+, BlackLagoon, Eureka7 wasn't bad too.

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
Given the chance, hmm... I probably would like the ability to understand people more, the way how they think, and their perspective in life or so. this does not reay mean i would like to hear people's thoughts around me. I woud be overwhelmed with the noise!

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
Ha, Shu, for one because she is one of my clossest buddy. Then it would probably be Liyi, cause she's my mama and she woud take care of me! ^^ Mann doesn't reay blog much, so it would be Bobo i have to bring aong to cheer me up.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Perhentian. I hope to go there to visit once again before the future destroy it. Nothing good ever last >_>

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I'm not realy sure. I'm pretty much happy with my life. But i would hope i can travel the world. Bagpack, visit places, metting people around the world.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
"Why not? I've seen it before... "-shu. (same here)

7. What is your life's most dearest desire?
Life dearest desire? isn't it almost the same with dream? well, i hope for more time, and that i woudn't grow up so fast and that my parents woudn't get od so fast and basicaly for life not to move so fast and i get to spend more time for art.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Err, i would have to think this through properly. Half of it should go to my parents if they had to come up with the money for my studies. Some of it would be spend for travelling and the rest would probably be used to help people.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i highly doubt it.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
She? A great buddy i guess. And that's a high enough compliment to fit in the 3 good points. Haha! The thing is, we have our misgivings and so, but we managed and we click. And it was great and a real blessing to have known ya.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
no. one = Caring. Must know how to manja me. Lol! Love me, of course... or not he woudn't be other haf. Understanding. Nothing is more important than that in a reationship.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Obviousy evil and cruel people who have no sense of humanity.

13. What is your ambition?
ambition? what's that? Haha, i Just hope to do something that would contribute to the society.

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Err, it would always be better to know yr own faults. As long as u don't embarrass me in front of everyone.

15. What is your favourite sport?
Jungle trekking? is that counted as a sport?

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Nopey. I ove new stuff but i've been trainned by by parents. They rarey go shopping. And when i say rare it's realy RARE.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
MaoYong! =P just jk! ^^

18. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My laziness! Really, i wish i can be more motivated to do stuff.

19. Is there anything that u have done which u regret?
Definitely! Things that have made me guity and incidents that i can remember until now. Like spilling rainwater on the cakes that one of the hawkers are seling in pasar malam.

20. Do you love your life at the moment?
Yeah. Life is beautiful. It really is. ^^

tagging anybody who does come check my dead blog ^^

Back

2008-04-06T20:51:00.007+08:00

Right... I'm back.
I Know! Finally, we see a post from HuiYen, who once again abandoned her blog. By the way, my 'L' button on keyboard has some problem, so you might see a missing 'l' here and there.
So my mocks are over, and my finals in six weeks time. And my taek exam this Sunday. The Horror! (BTW, i need to borrow yr green belt shu) I'm so totally not prepared, so I'll probably just go in there and do some crap pose and hope i can manage not to embarrass myself.
Talking bout that, I went FRIM again today. After a month or two of not going. It's nice and i need the exercise. I'm pretty anxious about my trial results too cause i know i did terribly for Chem and Math. But it's over, I just got to do my best in this six week left.
On friday we had a small zeta gathering at Jashen house and it was really nice. Just sitting down there and chatting and enjoying each other's presence. It was an opportunity to catch up on each others life.
+ I cut my Hair! haha, finally!

side view

front view

Just My couzzy and me

Right, that's about it.
Cya soon, hopefully...

2007-12-26T20:40:00.001+08:00

Hey~ Merry Christmas Bloggy <3 and merry christmas to all and a hap hap Happy New Year!

barriers

2007-12-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

Education is the training of the mind
Aim for the highest
Don't put up a big barrier in front of you
Solve small barriers by barriers
Nothing is impossible
That was the piece of advice given to me

It's true
I believe i had put this barrier in front of me
i do not aim for the highest
because i believe it is impossible for me
and if i hope too high
I'll only disappointed myself again
I guess this should not be the way

We go on higher and further
Pushing ourselves towards this limitless boundary
Quench the fear
Pull in your confidence
Small little steps
Putting in effort continuously to reach it
Inspired again and again
Do the Best
Gambateh!

btw
i did this

top200

2007-11-15T21:36:00.000+08:00

[Clickey here]

yeah... got this link from heeian's blog...
check out the top 200 Uni by Times newspaper.

*edited*
in the mean time, do vote for yr coolest animal.
[Votey]

So Far So Good

2007-11-10T10:17:00.000+08:00

hey, it's been quite sometime since i posted, so you can kinda say i half successfully avoided the net for a while. Haha! I'm left with two more papers, which is Bio structure and Chem MCQ. Hopefully i won't slacky too much.

And yeah, we celebrated shu and my b'day in KFC during the 27th. Just a few of us, so it was cool... though we were kinda late >_> and obviously shu figured everything out cause yhow was tactless enough to reveal that he came form my house. Oh well, doesn't matter, it's unavoidable i guess. Hope you really love the present shu, though it's not much, but we meant well! =D And that Chilly sause was really unexpected! Never knew xian che was so, how do you say? 'Jiao Hua' LOL, but we have fun ^^ and no harm done, so don't worry people!

Right, and last week we went for terry fox run, and AGAIN, i didn't manage to go for the extended run because i missed the point. It's like ERGH! how can i be so baka?! Oh well, what's done is over. So far, erm... AS exam, i can't say i did very good, but i believe i tried my best, even though i might have been able to do better, but so far, that is the only extend i can push myself for now, so i just have to remind myself to go on and gambateh! So cross my fingers, hopefully i won't slack now!

well, obviously i'm not too guai either, because as you know, before exams i have been reading hanakimi(still loved that manga). Then i started watching Blood+ after stats last week, and imagine that, I finished 50 episodes in like what? 4days? i could have finished faster if I wasn't going to the library during the day time.Of course, I got plenty of scolding during that period of time, because every time my mom comes home she see me watching anime on the laptop... Haha, gomen mama, i just can't help it. But of course I stopped after I finished watching it. But tell you what, Blood+ is just so awesome! Really, I can't help but make a copy for myself after leeching from my cousin. And blood+ really isn't getting as much credit as it should! Oh, of course, i would happily declared myself as a HagiSaya fan, nothing wrong with liking hot bishie holding some hot cello and sprout vampire wings who offered blood to tiny Saya with awesome fighting skills and glowing red eyes and who is just so cute at times!

Saya and PuppyHaji by *PsychoAnn on deviant ART [Awesome Art] credits to the artist XD

Another one would be 'Honey and clover' and boy do I love the way they graphic the anime. The whole thing is, you could say, soft colour, pastel kind, and some characters are just really beautiful.(Hagu-chan will melt your heart) Another good thing is, this anime is actually stretch along a rather longer time period compare to other animes, so it kind of give u a better feeling when u watch finish the series. Obviously, i haven't advanced to season2 yet, but i will soon. For now, it's time to refrain myself a little bit. ^^

I managed to finish gunslinger girl too! Cause only a few episodes left, so yeah... nothing much about it, and I don't have season 2. Well, basically i don't have any anime at all, i leeched my stuff from other people! So most of the time i watch, is one shot, one go i watch the whole thing. Hardly any is one episode by one episode. Oh well, that is the way i am.

Right right, Facebook is pretty popular now but unfortunately, i have to sign up as a year older because my college ain't in any of the network and i'm under 18. Sigh... Btw, i should be learning driving during hols, and i decided not to work as student helpers, and i might really really want to spend some more time on art. What's the use of spending my money on those really cool art book if i don't practice any of them! So yeah, i just thought i should outline some of my plans to remind myself. Oh well, that's about it! JaNe, Mina. Ikuzo! ^^

p.s: "Yoshi, ikuzo!" [よし、いくぞー] = Alright, let's go!

17

2007-10-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

Yes, i'm 17, eligible to lean driving already! and it seems I have a number of celebrations that has yet to happen. ^^
I'll probably be going to eat icecream later with my family, then on tuesday, i'll celebrate again with little Lemon, then I might be celebrating another one with shu again, a joint celebration. However, can't be sure about the later, gotta discuss with Shu again. It's a bit too much isn't it? Three celebrations!
Thanks to all those who remembered my birthday, and the octaves gang, and those who sms-ed birthday wishes. Thankyou! and thanks for the cute cute spidey and chocolate 1-star!
I had a really good morning for a birthday. As usual, I went FRIM again and get the chance to see two amazing sights and cycled along jungle trails for the first time too! It was bumpy, but it was cool, though u spent a lot of time just concentrating on where you are going and changing your gears, and apparently the one we took was of a light degree. Then we walk thought the most popular Rover Track, (it was just easy walking, but it stretch quite a long way) and there i saw cute trees that was actually some kind of pine species and it was just 'Whoa!'Fantastic view with the trees and the forest-filled hills as a backdrop.
Walking along the trail, i suddenly saw a small portion to the right that seems to be a bit misty or smoky, and i thought weird, it's not really cold and if there is mist it should cover the whole area, isn't it? Someone might have burn something there. Then as i drew closer, i was just awestruck by what i saw. Even my mom found it really amazing. It was cobwebs that stretch from the leaves taller than me to the ground with those glistening silk-like threads intertwining with each other forming this really huge maze of webs. And believe it or not, it stretch so wide, almost 20m along the trail. However, such huge cobwebs probably made by huge spiders huh? Definitely not, it's just those small tiny red spiders, but there was so many of them! A whole community living alongside the trail, hanging onto the silky threads and when u look at an angle where u can't see the thread, it seems as if the tiny spiders are floating in midair. Don't worry, it's not that all the spiders are clustered together, they are spread out among the web and u have to see properly to notice what they are. But the cobwebs is the most amazing of them all, they actually tied it to the ground, which i dunno how and the whole thing is just a great great web maze. I can't imagine how long they took to build it up and i did not dare to touch it at all, for fear i might break their precious masterpiece. But since it does rains, i guessed they have to rebuild their home quite a lot of times. I just hope it will still be there next time i pass by there!
There are plenty of streams along the trails, and i finally know where is the MNS center and the camp site. Next time, we shall go biking along the Rover track. Yay for dad's new hobby! Gives us a chance to exercise every Saturday morning in nature.
Kayz, tata for now! Ja mina! =D

P.S. I forgotten to mention i screw up my chemistry practical test! Very Badly indeed! the whole paper is a goner ;_> i wish i can retake...

HanaKimi

2007-10-18T18:51:00.000+08:00

Wonder if you guys saw this taiwan movie which Ella from SHE is the main character. I haven't anyway.
It originated from a manga which i totally fell in love in, and it's embarrassing. *red face*
presenting manga by Nakajo Hisaya

Umeda sensei!

Just google hanakimi and you'll get to see some...
for download check out the list of sites. =D
...Backie to studies...
T_T
Ja minasan!

life's good

2007-10-11T19:46:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling happy. =D i don't know why. But i felt like i want to kneel down and clasp my hands together and be grateful that i am alive. I appreciate even more for this moment because it's not always that I'm happy and contented.
and AS finals haven't even started, but i believe i'm already in holiday mood. There must be a reason i'm so relaxed. Totally the opposite direction, the nearer it comes, the more relaxed i seems to be, though i'm quite nervous of the exam itself. And yet, here i am, enjoying myself.

Haha, one exciting news is that i have two more cousins coming to stay over in my house for a year or two or maybe more. Then our house will have six rowdy teens! (including my younger sister although she's only 12) But it's really sad (for them, i guess) cause their dad had to go China to work and their mom is going there too, and ain't really wise to change school for them especially LShien since she will be facing GCSE next year. However, i know they should be alright staying here. Poor Ama was a bit stressed out, i hope she's all right now.

Honey and Clover was really good. I watched till ep12 only, but Hagu chan is so extremely cute and has the potential to melt all hearts. (note that i'm not easily emo-ed over movies) *recommends* watch it! ^^

Life's been good, i'm feeling quite happy lately. Happy just to have people i love near and around me. Feels like singing now and then, and i must remember when bad times are here, it will go away one day, and one day happiness will come back again. It's Ups and Downs after all. =D

A-Levels PastYears Papers
thanks to erik for the link
that's all for now... tata! JaNe!

Edit: i'm going to FRIM on Sat again! yay! i went last Sat, it was fun, and shu has learn how to ride a bike! woot~

bluek

2007-10-08T18:31:00.000+08:00

Bluek =P
i obviously failed here... but i'm pretty satisfied cause i don't online every night anymore. Never spend more than half an hour to online, except for today and i was watching Honey and clover yesterday, which was awesome. ^^ =D
*panics start though*
I toss in bed for quite for a while yesterday before i finally fell asleep. Probably cause i slept in the afternoon or i was just thinking too much about AS finals.
Again, i shall tell myself, expect nothing, don't TTMS, just do your best for now, No pressure. So i can say i'm not that stress as i was last time, because then i was stressing myself out feeling guilty for not studying but doing nothing about it. I'm on a slow pace studying now, but at least i'm going on, doing bit by bit. Gambateh people! GoGo JiaYou...

Happy Studying
Ja Ne, Mina!

P.S.: gomen gomen gomen bout the t-shirt T_T

Challenge

2007-09-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

I shall challenge myself... NOT TO ONLINE for at the very least Two WEEKS! Yeah, it might sounds stupid and noobish, but i have to act on my self discipline right now to secure a better future. LOL, nothing comes without sacrifices, and hey, who knows i might enjoy studying. ^^ so wish me luck in my mission.

*chant mantra* I shall stop because i believe in myself because i can stop... i shall stop because i be.... because i need to study hard for finals... i shall stop... i shall gambateh in my studies... believe in myself cause i can stop... i must do my best... i must break the boundaries....

for those out there trying the achieve the same ends, "Don't believe in yourself, Believe in me because i believe in you!" -Kamina-

"DEFY REASON BY DOING THE IMPOSSIBLE!"
"Go beyond the impossible and kick reason to the curb! That's the Gurren-dan way!"
and who says anime isn't educational... lol ^^

Spirit

2007-09-24T03:01:00.000+08:00

just going on with life, do our very best in everything in every way, and take a step backward and appreciate what we have achieve.
-advices from liyi's blog- you'll see her link at my mitras list there
(Free Ad Mama... do i get anything in return? ^^)

random thing here…:
quoted from a song and a person hehe ^^
Do the impossible, See the invisible, ~~RAW RAW FIGHT DA POWA!~~ Touch the untouchable, Break the unbreakable, ~~RAW RAW FIGHT DA POWA!~~
LOL!

Minasan, Gambateh in Life, don't let yr spirit break, even at the darkest hour, take comfort in things that you have, people around you and be grateful for being alive itself. We don't get many chance to be born as a human and to be who we are now, so appreciate and give thanks to everything and anything at all. There is always a reason behind everything. You won't know the good until you know the bad.
-this is to comfort and motivate myself-

tata ^^

sch starts, exam nearing =O

2007-09-24T01:50:00.000+08:00

yep, school starts tomorrow, AS finals two to three more weeks. Time to start moving myself away further from the net and i need to stop altogether really soon! Wish me all the luck in it! =D
see ya soon bloggy, Not to soon i hope. ><

WIP

2007-09-18T03:51:00.000+08:00

metta ^^

Yellow Plain by ~dellidew on deviant ART

The sketch which is WIP at the moment in oilpainting
ATouch

a reminder

2007-09-16T21:33:00.001+08:00

September 16, 2007 6.19pm
A reminder: To put my feelings into the drawing. Not to care how other people see, whether it is beautiful or not, I am not making a perfect picture, I am making a meaningful picture. To express in colors, the old and ancient, the admiration and reverence I contain for them, to be expressed into the painting. The thing is to color and to draw, and let the energy out on the picture. No, it’s not a perfect art I have to do, but a meaningful one. Close my eyes and do not care, make it vibrant, make it me, put the soul in it, and make it into a living art. This is what I need to do as I set out onto this journey. Gambateh!

Crap

2007-09-16T21:32:00.001+08:00

September 16, 2007 5.40 am
I’m not trying to be sophisticated. Just trying to get my brains together and think about stuff. I’ve been blog-hopping, something which I have not done for quite sometime and again, I realize how different each of us are. I’m probably assuming too much because what your blog says doesn’t represents you whole life and how you look at it. At least in my case. There are stuff which I have thought about, and has always wanted to put it in words, but they never turn out exactly the way I wanted or there was simple no time to do it. (back to topic) Still, it’s part of their life and I thought how unique each and everybody of us are, like how we think, how we look at things and relate them into our life, ideas that are born from us are all different. A different perspective in every way, and who could say which is right and what is the truth? I’m probably thinking too much. Ha-ha.

Besides that, I believe every man (or woman) is always thinking about him/herself. I don’t meant it in a selfish way, rather they mostly do what they want to do and people always think what they do is right. I know I do. =D But have you ever thought that I, for instance, is just one tiny little human in this world where there are billions of billions of people living in this world. And this is only counting the present, how about generations before us and after us, not to mention people who lived centuries and eras before us. The countless lives that have passed and have yet to be born, I’m just one of them, just like you are. It makes me feel kind of insignificant. Each of us tiny being each leads our own different unique life, with different purpose and different views. Yet, we still do share some things in common. So, what are we doing exactly?

I wonder is any of them thought like I do, and what has they experienced? If rebirth is the case, I wonder what I was in the past, what have I lived as? Was I a male or a female? What did I do and I doubt if I have make any difference. How do other people view their lives of different places and different conditions? How do you view your life anyway?
[I didn’t mean to write like this. See, it doesn’t always turn out as I wanted it to be and I probably have forgotten most of what I have thought.]

We should go for a world de tour. Not only to see places but to see people. See how others live, be it in a bad or good condition. We should go to prison to ask criminals of their lives, ask why they did what they did. We should climb the mountains and meet the holy man sitting at the peak, ask him what truth has he discovered. Even better if we could time-travel, we could visit ancient China as well as the Romans and Greeks. Meet Alexander the Great and ask him why he sought to conquer the world. We could travel to Italy, experience the renaissance and reformation, meet Leonardo da Vinci. ( I always thought he was great and an all-rounder because he’s good in a lot of aspects, art, science, anatomy, engineering, you name it. But I could be wrong. Things are not always what they seem.) I would have like to meet Tolkien and wonder if he believed in what he wrote.(I’m referring to Lord of The Rings)

We could travel to the plains of Egypt; wonder on how they survived the scorching heat. Travel to Middle East, which I do not have much knowledge about it, (so I should go there and learn more) and to places where religion met. And this is of famous people we have known through history, how about those workers, farmers, laborers, wives, slaves, and children. How did they think, how did they lead their lives and what is important to them? Hey, before all those I should go meet the great masters like Buddha, Jesus or Prophet Mohammad saw, then I could learn under them and perhaps be enlightened and find all the answers I needed. What is the question is the first place?

There was once a quote I read somewhere, just recently so you might have read it too, “Leaders are ordinary people with extraordinary determination.” I liked it, not only because it tells us about the difference in being a leader, but it means that even if we might have different potential, different strengths and weakness, we are still the same since we are all human. What makes us truly different is how we view life, what we choose and I guess you could say, Kamma. Like what has influenced us and the conditions that leads us to the choice we make. Do you truly think you have free will? What make us want to choose what we want in the first place? What exactly make me think how I think now?

Oh my gosh, I think I’m getting side-tracked and have acquired the TTMS (Think Too Much Syndrome). I just thought it was a good idea to have some things to ponder about. ^^

After this long entry, I would like to announce that Shu has declared that I have and Obsessive-Compulsive-Disease/Syndrome/Whatever since I always fold any paper I hold onto my hands. Yes, even my SPM result. I couldn’t help it. LOL. I’ve pretty much crapped a lot so it’s time to go back to my baby sleep. Tata!

site construction

2007-09-15T03:21:00.000+08:00

UNDER MAJOR
CONSTRUCTION
in my attempts to built a skin blog...

schrumble

2007-09-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah, i finished watching school rumble with all the Tsukamoto-san, Eri-chan and all. I wonder why they didn't feature much of Akira, she seems to understand the most of all situations but she's more of the silent and mysterious type that intrudes us all. All in all, this is a rather light romance comedy anime which is a good watch. It brought laughter and lightness, reminding us of school days and that life ain't that bad at all. This is one of those better school days anime that's not talking about nothing. So, watch it if you have a chance ^^

tinytremor

2007-09-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

Funny how things happen when u least expect them to. Since i started being so called "rajin", two pretty interesting incidents happened which ended up with me and ee xin evacuating the building! First incident happened on a nice fine Sunday when Dekai, Che, Zhing, me and EeXin went to mpsj library. We were just there about less than an hour or so when the fuse burned with a nice bright flame. At first i thought something inside another room was burning cause it was at the corner and all of us were practically just staring at it until the receptionist have to shout "keluar lah!" then only we got our butts moving. We thought it wasn't too much of a big deal since it's only a tiny flame so we moved to the top floor. But apparently they want us to get out of the building, so again, we had to move. It was quite a laugh. The only unfortunate thing was i left my pooh file there and i have to go back there three times just to get my hands on it.
Today, just about two hours ago in ADP, since we (mia n eexin) were in ADP library, we get to experience the tiny tremor of an earthquake. It was just a feeling of dizziness that's all. I thought i was blur or something, until EeXin looked up and and we looked at each other and wonder what was wrong. Again, the library in-charged-person have to go "Excuse me...." then only we start evacuating the place. Haha, according to Basil it's Indonesia earthquake which might result in tsunami and yeah, we felt it around 7.15pm, since it was time for me to go off. Haha, so i stayed just long enough to feel it. So anyway, hope it's nothing too big and nothing bad comes out of it. I rather not feel it than have people dying due to it.

In the meantime, it's really hard trying to study during this period. It's holidays for goodness sake and our motivation just went down the hill after the trails. And yet, there's not much time left until finals. *sigh* We Just have to gambateh! How can i not when mann just asked me to JiaYou! haha ^^ You know, i really really want to go overseas to study. Though it's for the sake of experiencing a different environment and getting a better education. But I really really don't want to burden my parents too and have my dad complaining again how much money i used and how i'm not making full use of it by studying properly. What if i failed? It will hurt my parents pocket more than my pride. And my results just ain't good enough to get a scholarship. The only thing i can do now is just do my very very best. Again, i have to motivate myself and ask others to motivate me too! Luckily Dekai is having exams too, and luckily ee xin is around, so we can motivate each other! ^^ and of course all my a-level's buddies and sam buddies and practically every student who just have to face annoying exams. Unfortunately we can't live without them cause i bet i won't study if there's no exams! Haha! We study just for the sake of passing, and that's real bad. That's not the objective of education at all! Still, i'm grateful for it. So cheers people! ROFL ^^

Tata! teddy bounces out XD

Animes i want to watch...

2007-09-08T13:55:00.000+08:00

trails is over! YAY! but finals is coming...Nooo... no mood to celebrate, holiday = study period XD

i stop downloading for now >< cause my torrents task has suddenly poof! gone into nothingness, and i'm too lazy to find one by one again. Maybe i'll do it later.

so Animes:

-halfway through-
Hayate no Gotoku
Darker Than Black
Claymore
Gurren Lagann
School Rumble
~~Bakumatsu~~
~~Gunslinger Girl~~
~~Black Cat~~

-old one's i have not touched-
Tsubasa season 2
Hellsing
FMA movie
Fate/Stay Night
Shakugan No Shana
Jigoku Shoujo
Blood+
Saiunkoku Monogatari
etc. (of course)

-Movies-
Transformer (gah!)
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory <(^^)>
~~Harry Potter 5~~ (though i heard it ain't good)-(watched)

-Books-
Harry Potter 7
Magician's Guild

2007-09-02T02:24:00.000+08:00

Shu's masterpiece, i'm proud of you! *pats*
Gomenasai song, theme cruelty to animals.
So have a heart, think about animals and other creatures, not only your fellow humans. You will be doomed to suffer as they did if you inflict the same pain towards animals.
Find it in your compassionate heart to be loving to all.
*pats*

hopity, papity out XD

2007-09-02T00:24:00.000+08:00

I've rediscover the joy of cycling this evening!
Right, it happened as followed:
I was taking a really long afternoon nap. By the time I woke up, my back was aching and all. (The result of sleeping too much) and my dad was there repairing my mama's bike for the gear was somehow spoiled in some way. (Don't ask me, I'm bad when it comes to technical stuff) I wonder why my dad suddenly got the bike out when it was there standing at the corner withe the other four bikes, long forgotten, gathering dust and growing rusty. Anyway, tadaa! my dad had it working nice and wonderful and went off cycling.
So he came back right on time for dinner. [cut the long story short!] after dinner, he bumped us into the bike and me, sis (both), cousin went cycling... wee~
it has really been a LONG LONG time since i cycled. I think the last time i did was when i needed to buy some stuff, which was either last year or the year before. I cycled because i needed to. But this time it was for pure fun! It's really a nice feeling, going fast with hardly any effort (except when it comes to ascending) and feeling the wind blowing on your face. I was kind of hyped up at that point and started singing. So minasan, when you're free and the weather is right and the happy feeling is there, take out your bikes and ride in the sunshine! (though it was night when i was riding, haha!)

I didn't post about my mom's operation. Well, she had one, removing her uterus. But some doctor (don't be a doctor, the patients will blame you, though my mom didn't) accidentally caused some internal bleeding. I'm guessing it's one of those major vein vessel and my poor mama have to suffer through the night in pain and operate again the next day. (She used five packs of blood, I wish i could donate some blood to the hospital too) But she's safe now, that's what matter. Apparently, operations drains a lot of energy, and i didn't know that. Again, it reflects how naive and unacknowledged I am. One week has gone by, she's improving bits by bits, seems like a really long healing process. But hopefully there will be no more trouble in the future for she has been suffering quite a bit every month. Women's problem, sigh... quoted from my dad. The days are passing slowly, and my parents aren't young anymore, neither am I. I rather have no concept of time then realize how time is so precious and watching it slipping away from my hands. Not knowing does not reflect how you don't appreciate time, rather it gives u the freedom to enjoy it, now at this present moment. Instead of rushing for time, worrying and fretting and yet doing nothing. This is so me.

I wanted to post about self belief. But my laziness is surfacing and i should get some reading on chemistry. I'm really doomed to not do well in it if i continue like this. So to motivate myself, i need to believe in myself in the first place, that i could get through this in the minimum time of 48 hours. People fail due to the lack of self belief, according to this article i read. "When you make excuses, it shows that you are struggling with your self-belief" As in my case, I believe it's true. Lamenting I'm not good enough, 'aiyah, i where got as smart as you' and when i come to think of it, I used to be alright with myself last time, I was satisfied with what I achieved, I might not be as good as others but I improved, and it was already an achievement to me. But somehow when I wanted to be better now, I headed to the opposite direction. Haha, I guess I judge and compare too much. A bit ego driven? but my actions don't reflect it, cause I slack as much as I fret. But for now, I must keep my engine running, must build up the pace and momentum ready for tuesday and I must believe in myself, that I can just go do my best and so can everyone else. Gambateh minasan!
After a long rant, some shots:

we understand the stress you go through hayate!

merdeka2007

2007-08-31T01:57:00.000+08:00

Since today is Merdeka day (Malaysia is 50yrs old now!) i thought it would be a good idea to update my kinda dead blog.
An achievement to be noted: i manage to not touch com for more than one week! yay! but it was probably due to the fact that the modem was taken away! Haha, I'm not so great after all. But it has been really busy lately as I'm currently in the middle of trails, and one month after, I'll be sitting for AS finals. The horror!
Yeah unfortunately, merdeka falls on the very middle of my exams, gone is the spirit for the once in a lifetime, Malaysia's 50th anniversary celebration. The annoying thing is, while sitting in the middle of my bio structure paper, a merdeka event started and students begin siniging Negaraku Malaysia Gemilang and all... sure, i admire their good spirit (it sounds really patriotic then) but couldn't they choose a better time to hold the event? I'm not blaming the students, probably blaming taylor's for not having some consideration for us other students who were suffering inside the hall, trying to concentrate and finish the paper. Luckily it did not happen during thinking skills.*relief*
and i haven't started lamenting about my chemistry practical paper. I'll be lucky to pass. It's embarrassing, but i must admit it out that i didn't manage to finish the paper... while everyone else did. So gone flying are my marks. i'm not sure if i can face my chem teacher anymore XD

though there's more to say, i shall stop here for the moment... tata...
a thanks to baby eexin for motivating me to study... Gambateh, we jia you together ^^

2007-08-09T20:42:00.000+08:00

uhh so long didn't blog =P
so yeah >< i'm too lazy to do that tag shu dear... *pats*

oldblog

2007-07-17T02:58:00.000+08:00

i just looked back at the xanga blog and ZOMG O_o i just realised how crappy it sounds the last time i blogged, i doubt that i changed, this probably sounds crappy enough...
One day in the future, i'll look back at my old post and realise, hey, zomg... i sounded crappy last time XD

^^

Anime Fest

2007-07-14T12:58:00.000+08:00

ohmygosh, i just realize i didn't post anything about Anime Fest >< just mention it a little only...

This is one of my most awesome experience of the year ^^ being able to organize something that actually came out in the paper =P
though it wasn't really that good (lots of them complained it was boring) and admittedly it's kinda true >< but this is the first time and i tell u everybody was a s inexperienced as me, nv organized any event or such sorts, but we did put in effort and i'm happy to say that all our committees were pretty dedicated ^^ and we work really well together... yay ^^ so a big mega hugo GLOMPIES to everybody and thankyou shu n faye who helped out so muchie who originally wasn't into organizing this but helped out really lots in the end. And not to forget my anime society companions and sisters, Gee-jie, Shan-chan, ian-boss, ck-dude, and all those who helped out on that day, janette-girl, yueling-girl (+ her friends), Zhen Chien, Wen Loong, Andy, Jeremy, Kamal, etc etc many many more... Oh and of course my nii-san who was guiding us all the way (more like criticizing us all the way >_>) and his kawan, joshua and jeffrey and of course our honourable judges... which i forgotten their name =O, anyway... i guess they are all shin's friends ^^ so thankyou =D

The same old phrase --> without you guys, this wouldn't be a success... but hey, i really meant it =D

anyway, it started off with really cool cosplayers coming in and we jakuns were like wooohhh, ahhhhh.... waaaahhh... then of course the event started with ian reading off a paper like a bee buzzing monotonously then the embarrassing lucky dance since due to my lack of practice our dance weren't synchronized at all... gomen my sisters ><

hey, i forgotten that someone wrote an article, i think i'll just post it up here.(save me the trouble of relating the whole event)
Taylor's Anime Fest ARTICLE:

The Taylor’s Anime Society held its inaugural Anime Fest on the 30th of June, which drew crowds of over 300 mainly consisting of anime and manga fans, otherwise known as otakus. In its 2 years since existence, this is the first time the club has ever pulled together and organized an event of such scale under the leadership of its new president.

The Anime Fest kicked off with an obligatory opening speech by the president himself, Ian Adly, which was soon followed up ceremony by a performance by the members of the club dancing to the main theme song of the anime ‘Lucky Star”. Next on the itinerary was the AMV show (fan-made anime music videos) featuring popular animes such as Naruto, Bleach and Code Geass. Booths were set up around the hall by various companies, which were also the event sponsors as well as fellow otakus, hawking various types of anime merchandise which includes posters and self drawn comics. The Figure Mall, an independent group of figurine collectors laid out their priceless collection for all to see, which itself was a highlight of the event.

The core of the event was centred on four contests which were FanArt, Karaoke, Cosplay and a PS2 gaming tourney. Fanart entries were displayed during the event and judges unanimously decided that the winner would be Jaclyn Toh, with her masterpiece Final Fantasy VII Sushi. Next was the main event for the day, the Cosplay competition. Cosplayers consisting of ordinary people from all walks of life came dressed up as their favourite characters which brought the usually static 2D characters into life with their realistic portrayal of the aforementioned characters. Prior to the judging, the contestants of the event entertained the crowd with short sketches that drew applauses and roaring laughter. At the end, it soon became apparent that cosplayer Stephanie Tan who portrayed Tenten was the favourite of the day as she won Best Cosplayer and People’s Choice, bringing home a total prize of RM400 while the Best Costume award went to Emilie Ong who cosplayed as Roxas from Kingdom Hearts 2, who incidentally only participated in a competition for the first time.

Carrying the momentum of excitement from the previous event was the highly anticipated PS2 gaming tourney, where contestants that signed up on that day battled it out in the Naruto game on stage. As the number of competitors dwindled, the battle became more intense. However, before the contestants would settle the score in the final matches, the Karaoke contest came next whereby contestants sang their hearts out to various Japanese songs, anime related or otherwise. Liew Li Yen won the contest with her rendition of Endless Story by Yuna Ito after mesmerizing the judges with her singing abilities. After the karaoke contest was done, the anxious finalists of the PS2 gamin tourney then resumed their matches, this time on the main screen for everyone to witness. After a nail-biting and exciting final bout, Daryl Lim emerged as the winner, walking home RM 100 richer.

The whole event ended with the prize giving ceremony and lucky draw session. Everybody then proceeded to gather on stage to take a group picture, holding the anime fest banner while cameras went snapping away.
Through this memorable event, we faced many challenges, gained invaluable experiences and formed strong bonds among ourselves. Despite being far from perfect, we gave it our all, and hopefully this would serve as a guideline for our successors in the future. Much gratitude to everyone who helped make this event a successful one.

okay, and we earned nearly RM2000 for the whole event =P but if u minus off the sponsors our profit would probably be only 500 >< haha ^^ but anyway, 900 of the sponsored money actually went to the prizes so *shrugs*
after the fest, we immediately spent the money... RM400++ gone in swensens. ^^ rofl, but we told ourselves we deserved it... haha!
those who didn't get to go and think that it's not fair just tell me ya =P we'll hv another dinner just for u guys^^ =P

right, next occasion is bon odori which was just over yeaterday night ^^ shall be updated in the next post...

ZZZzzz

wee~ i went for sunday class yesterday! lalala ^^
i had durian today! yay yay =D
i'm a lucky girl oh...
yay ^^

i'm begining to learn how to scream! rofl... it freaks my sister out...
she goes *shivers*
><
i'm evil and lame. ^^
taz

2007-07-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

i'm lazy to blog
but i wanted to say

OOO
there was a small snake in my house yest night, first time =O

end of story,
i'll describe later when i'm not that lazy... hehe ^^

2007-07-11T21:18:00.001+08:00

http://blog.roodo.com/onion_club/
http://blog.roodo.com/onion_club/archives/cat_109038.html --> emoticons
http://blog.roodo.com/onion_club/archives/cat_179176.html --> image

all i can say is... KAWAAAIIIIIII
the cuteness of all ^^ onion heads emoticon rulz =P

noob

2007-07-09T01:58:00.000+08:00

i swear i'm such a big NOOB in tech/PC stuff...
just to install a simple game aka fate/staynight, it took me hours even with the help of nii-san O_o

zomg, i'm hopeless.... haha XD

oh well, i'm sure i'm not the only one =P

cheers! ^^

i give
teddy hugs
teddy glomps
teddy act cute
teddy all

=D

konata

2007-07-04T03:04:00.000+08:00

show off my newly made konata sig ^^

2007-07-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

*dies*
i die several times a day...

my torrents T_T

drama no?

2007-07-02T19:22:00.000+08:00

My life ain't no drama. And i don't lie to myself, though sometimes i wish it was drama. There's always this practical part of me that always pull me back when i start dreaming some far off drama-ish thing that it's not gonna happen and that nobody gives a care of.

That's why you don't see much of any emo post here, i don't spill my heart onto the blog and yeah, you get the idea why I'm no avid blogger. Maybe because it has been knocked into my brain, the practicality of life or something. Heck, i maybe hyper and happy for a moment, then sad and emo the next time. But in the end, i realize it comes back to normal. To this never ending life, Nothing Big enough happen that will affect my whole life or something. It comes down to this line of things, that goes on, study, get into U, get a degree, do what you want, get working, retire, enjoy for the rest of your days until we die.

Actually it's not bad, this is what people call a peaceful life. I'll only shake off this feelings when i'm traveling somewhere or watching or thinking of some drama-ish thing, or even listening to music. But suddenly when the music stops aka potong stim, then you suddenly realize, hey, you are back down on earth. And there it is, the usual day-to-day sound.

Let me give you a simple example:-

to tell you the truth, i enjoyed organizing the anime fest a lot, i felt inspired working towards something and with others. And it was a pleasure doing stuff and i enjoyed it during the event day. But when it's over, you realized time pass, and nothing is permanent. For sure, some memories we hold dear in our hearts, like the trip to perhentian. But no, we are now here, we have to stop dreaming, it had pass and we have to let it go. And there's life, day-to-day, as normal as it gets.

I should be counting my blessings you know. I'm really lucky to have this life, there are million of things I'm thankful of in my life. But the desiring heart wants more. Not contented there, you see?

i tell you now i'm not who i seems (hear the drama-ish again?) there are stuff i display out, i believe, i'm hyper and i love, Some things i hide, some things i can't hide, i let it out, but alone. Don't get me wrong, i prefer it like that. (but the drama-ish part of me tell me not) and to tell you the truth, i rather thought this whole post was pretty drama-ish. (not that word again)

so someone knock some sense into me and there, i'm back to earth, just one of the little girls dreaming =D

A few dreams that i have:-

1) travel around the world
2) (some stuff better not mentioned here, it's too embarrassing)
3) help out in a relief team in poor countries
4) get inspired for the rest of my life
5) have my life written like a book, drama and all =P (but it will probably bored everyone to death)
and a hell lots more that i thought of... just forgotten and not spoken out =D

hehe
gtg, tataz

seven tears into the sea

2007-06-16T13:10:00.000+08:00

What can i say? EXAM (semester only) IS FINALLY OVER!
yipee =D ^^ yay, yahoo! =D tradalalala... the world is shining, and the birds are singing and my heart is glad. It feels free, it feels like it could fly (for two weeks only though)... but for now... *smiley smiley happy*

So after the final bio on thursday, i went to watch FANTASTIC FOUR ^^ it's quite okay, the show i meant. Typical a bit, but the silver surfer was yeng. Next day, Pirates! wohoo, though we were late for the show (>_> <_< blame me and my meetings)the show did not let us down... It was totally AWESOME! Shu and i couldn't stop babbling and feeling so hyped up after watching the yengness of all, the fighting >< zomg, the storm and the swir, they were so cool... the funny thing, the marriage while fighting, it was the best! I'm not sure whether it's up to the standards of pirates one but heck, who cares? i enjoyed the show ^^ that's what matter most.

next i bought a storybook, SEVEN TEARS INTO THE SEA... and i <3 it. I decided to buy it in a rush, after scouting for shanara and what else, i just pick up this one, hey looks interesting, check the price and end up buying it but left the others on the shelf, cause i've no more big bucks to buy and i couldn't find book one first. And it was a selkie story.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Selkie
find out what is a selkie. yes it's a bit of a romancey story but i liked it.
but no, i don't like the ending, *pouts* it's too sudden!
oh well, one can't have everything in life.
it's in pirates, it's in the book... ten years once, seven years once, with that limited time, what would you choose?
will you let your heart wait? or would you just leave yr past behind and try to forget?
*sigh*
sad endings :(

oh well *snaps* back to reality... i'm a great day dreamer at times ><

^^ ok, that's for now...tata =P

2007-06-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

:
ohhh

ok ok

i can tell you

go home

then put the books aside

and then

after dinner

come online

then go to the forum

go do all sorts of nonsense

hah

then do until late at night

see daddy come home

then quickly say bye to

pretend to offline

then when dady went up stairs sleep

continue come back online

then this goes on

till until the day exam come

(teddyen テッヂェン says:
yay... that is so me!)

STILL

on the comp
(teddyen テッヂェン says:
...wait, i need to copy and post this!)

then simply put busy

but then when study till sien liao

suka suka comp see who leave a msg

reply by berpura pura studiest tht time

cuz already last minute

(yes this is so true, =D the friend who knows me best) ^^
rofl

2007-06-01T23:38:00.001+08:00

ZOMGO("£*BJ"£R&DJEY"*£$"$£"ROU"$F£)$O("_$@N£EF"(R$O

okay >< sorry for the rubish...
thanks to all my kawan baik for being there ^^

some long short post?

2007-05-18T18:18:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder... i think.. i have thought long thoughts... but i never write them down. why? i'm too lazy everytime i online... i'll be distracted by other stuff. And i can NEVER NEVER keep a diary, what more a blog. I've accepted this fate and fact. I'm just nod n avid blogger... as everybody know... so Don't expect much!

"Come Baby we're gonna live forever...Let me show you all the things we could do...And i want to spend.... With you.. yeh-eyeah..." there goes veronica song that liyi send to me :p

And there i goes wondering somewhere else...
here, something to show, that's all

(original)

"Introducing our awesome third division Anbu outfit designed by the so called 'hounourble' "honour" strike team. :p It started off with us discussing on how to design special outfit for the gotei when Frozen came up with this brillant idea for them to wear Gin mask since according to wiki, The Anbu wear animal mask. After being assure that we can design one that represent the 3rd division we went on discussing furthur details. Like how it shouldn't have any sleeves, (so that our ninja could show and flex his muscles :p) to enable him to move swiftly and efficiently. Since our Taichou and Fukutaichou are both guys, i've decided to sketch our ninja uniform for a guy.Anyway, our ninja has a zanpakutou strpped on his back as all shinigami has a zanpakutou. On his right arm, there's a spiral tatoo that actually is a three if flipped sideways. Again, representing our very own division. Not forgetting the lower arm strap and gloves that serves as a protection and also bear our 3rd symbol. The gloves could push souls out of their body too! :p In his belt there contain a secret weapon which could be of use in an emergency. Wearing a half skirt and a pants( it was inspired by traditional clothings), his knees is strapped by a net-like thing which connects his upper and lower pants. On his lower leg there's an armour specially designed to fit his leg. The pants strap stretch all the way to his feet. Our ninja feet is bare to enable him to jump and run with super quickness without friction. Enclosing with this description is the sketch that best described our ANBU outfit. So GOGOGO 3rd Division. Yay ^^ "

if you don't understand, no worries... just appreciate it... anyway, it took less than five min to crap those stuff out... i just say what i say >< and making it so UUUhhh...AAHHHH... lalalala....i'm such a swt case...
and anyway, i was so angry just now >< cause my sister actually went to close all my windows down so she could on9 and my half done graphic sig was poof! gone in a click... i was like ARRRGGGHH when i came home and realized its gone... *sobs* all my effort gone to waste :( and i couldn't bring myself to make another again :( mybe later... <_< after exams... which i should be panicking over right now, and which zillions chemistry trail paper which i haven't started and would probably get my head cut down if i don't do it >< ...
AND my so horrible results *dies*
if i dun stop self pitying, wasting my time, get my butts moving i swear my exams are going down the drain... I just keep on wasting my time =( not doing anything or dunno doing what... aimless... *wanders* this is crazy...
and you've got no idea how damn bloody smart all my classmates are... either that or it must be just me falling behind... and you know me, i always last minute >< and i teacher say, 'hey, last minute is not going to work in a'lvls. you've gotta have constant study and practise' and yeah, old habit dies hard... so i'm such a goner now >< hopefully i can scrap some still can satisfy my parents results lah... T_T
So i've got low self esteem, so what? blah... just blast them all away XD i must remind myself i just need to be good enough for me! Glad at least Animation club is considerate enough to stop all meetings until exams over... and i wanted to quit from my division in CB, but my e-mom just ask me to STAYAWAY and make good timetable to prepre... and seems like i really need to make a timetable tonight and TRY TO STOP for touching the com... yeah... but people who know me.. yeah you know... i'll TRY...
ess than 3 more weeks.. *sigh* so unprepred >< :(
bio test this week, phy test a day after bio... not that i really care, wanna concentrate more on bio and chem... my chem T_T... my BIO.... T_T

right, about other stuff... lets see, what shll be our topic today? something important to me? hmm...what do i need... yeah, 'motivation!'
*Google motivation*
--> quoted from wikipedia --> In psychology, motivation refers to the initiation, direction, intensity and persistence of behavior (Geen, 1995). Motivation is a temporal and dynamic state that should not be confused with personality or emotion. Motivation is having the desire and willingness to do something. A motivated person can be reaching for a long-term goal such as becoming a professional writer or a more short-term goal like learning how to spell a particular word. <--

right, how do you motivate yourself to do something? what motivates you?

from UMD : http://www.d.umn.edu/kmc/student/loon/acad/strat/motivate.html
"Ask any person who is successful in whatever he or she is doing what motivates him/her, and very likely the answer will be "goals". Goal Setting is extremely important to motivation and success. So what motivates you? Why are you in college? If you are in college because that's what your parents want, you may find it difficult to motivate yourself. Sure, it's possible to succeed with someone else providing the motivation for you. ("If you graduate from college, I'll give you a car!" or worse "If you don't graduate from college, you won't get a car.") But motivation that comes from within really makes the difference.

Certainly, you need some intelligence, knowledge base, study skills, and time management skills, but if you don't have motivation, you won't get far. Think about this analogy. You have a car with a full tank of gas, a well-tuned engine, good set of tires, quadraphonic CD system, and a sleek, polished exterior. There it sits. This car has incredible potential. (Have you heard that before?) However, until a driver sits behind the wheel, puts the key in the ignition, and cranks it up, the car doesn't function. You guessed it; the KEY is MOTIVATION.

Interest is an important motivator for a student. So is a desire to learn. When you link these two things together, you create success. Often success in an endeavor leads to more interest and a greater desire to learn, creating an upward spiral of motivation toward a goal you have established.

So be honest with yourself. Are you genuinely interested in being in college? Have you set realistic goals for yourself? How can you develop the internal motivation that really counts? When it comes to motivation, KNOWING is not as important as DOING. "

'who knows what miracle you can achive... when you believe...' -mariah carey song...
unfortunately, i don't believe :(

right, back to the passage, set goals... before i wasn't sure at all what i want to do T_T... oh no.. pretty lost, but now i'm trying to get some stuff in track... so i shortlisted being a marine biologist and biologist and grapphic designer as a backup...
but the best motivation is interest, hey sure, i've got plenty of interest in bio... but not all aspects of bio, or mayb my interest ain't strong enough >< so a DESIRE TO LEARN... maybe i must start by getting cracking then only will this desire to learn surface... and i gotta work on my study skills and TIME MANAGEMENT skill! this is a skill i;m really bad in... right, manage time well, very important, as my mom says...
i wonder what motivated me to do good in form 3... i can't remember...
i think it was probably my form one results... that was when i begin to study in form two, cause all the while i never did study in primary school, there was no time, the homework done is sufficient enough to become the studying... -_-"
yeah so, i think i have to find that strenght back ><...
right, enough craping... i better be of...
ciao!
tata!
wishing everybody some happier days...
Life is Hard, life is tough >< but we still go on, there's always days when life is easy >< and when you feel nothing in the world is wrong... and we Look forward to the day we can achieve that!
GAMBATEH everybody!

promo :p

2007-05-11T00:29:00.000+08:00

right... i'm showing off ^^
so here are some sigs i have done, with anime characters... i have to start practicing doing sigs with real life people so if you have a good quality picture of you you want to make into a sig don't hesitte to contact me ^^

okay, here comes my long time ago suppose to do taggy...
Three names you go by?
1. huiyen (duh, myname)
2. yangyang (my sis, ama?)
3. teddyen (on9 name)

Three physical things you like about yourself?
1. hair?
2. small hands?
3. err... chubby cheeks? rofl...

Three physical things you don’t like about yourself?
1. too short
2. pimples ack :o
3. fats and dirt

Three parts of your heritage? ( that i like or what)
1. chinese
2. teochew
3. n/a can't think of anything

Three things you can’t stand?
1. yucky, slimy worms
2. being irrational? i dunno, i'm crazy sometimes too...
3. n/a

Three things that scare you?
1. losing my close famiy and friends
2. yucky,slimy,wormy...
3. embaressing myself in front of the whole word =O

Three of your favorite shows?
1. vendeta
2. lotr/potter
3. 1900

Three of your favorite Japanese animes?
1. trinity blood
2. ouran
3. bakumatsu kikansetsu irohanihoheto

Three of your favorite current songs?
1. savin'me
2. call me when you're sober
3. infinity on high?

Three movies you can watch over and over again?
i don't watch movies over and over again :p

Three movies you would like to watch?
1. spidey3
2. pirates of the carribean
3. er...dunno ><

Three of your everyday essentials?
1. Sleep (yep , me too)
2. hugs and love :p ( but i don't get them everyday)
3. my specs

Three things that you are wearing right now?
1. T-shirt
2. Short pants
3. panty

Three things you want in a relationship?
1. Love
2. understanding
3. comfort (work towards it)

Three physical things about the opposite genders that appeals to you?
1. Eyes (high five)
2. Hair (high five)
3. height

Three bad habits?
1. procastinator (BIG BAD HABBIT)
2. yeah, lazzy, lazy lazy
3. putting up my leg and eating noisily (my aunt said so)

Three of your favorite hobbies?
1. art /graphic
2. online
3. watch show/anime

Three things you wanna do really badly right now?
1. shopping
2. eat (rawr, hungry)
3. get the device program for my speaker cause i wanna watch anime

Three careers your considering or currently pursuing?
1. marine biologist
2. biologist
3. graphic deisgner

Three places you want to go on vacation?
1. canada
2. china
3. UK

Three kid’s names you like?
i hv no kids and err, never really consider bout it...

Three things you wanna do before you die?
1. give a last goodbye hug, kisses and all
2. the beach
3. the jungle

Three things that you are stereotypically a girl?
1. Long Hair
2. sucks in sports, (wel, not all girs but i'm one of them)
3. love kawaii stuff

Initials of three crushes?
for me to know and for u to find out :p

Three people you tag to do this?
1. shuning (i know u love yr blog)
2. BOBOrah (on yr pinky blog)
3. whoever who read this in err, 48 hours time
:p but cause i don't update my blog so pp rarely come by ^^

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

What turns you off: fighting and conflict

Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

this is if i choose gentle advice with optimism (the last question)
but if i choose honest ans which is harsh
it comes out this

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)

Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic

What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays

Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

so it's err... quite conflicting... :p i don't think tehre's a go between since in's like the opposite... rofl..
okay...whocares... :p

that's all for now ^^ tata!

2007-04-04T18:37:00.000+08:00

LIYI FORCE ME TO DO THIS! :p

1. Color of most clothes you own?
white i think?

2. Number of pillows you sleep with.
one, but i have a bolster

3. where are you right now?
at home facing the comp doing this. (same)

4. what are you doing 12 AM last night?
making the animation club poster

5. how old will you be in 10 years?
27

6. what do you think you’ll be doing in 15 years?
something i'm contented with, soemthing i won't regret, hopefully

7. do you have braces?
no

8. are you paranoid?
sometimes

9. describe your wallet?
I am a girl, I don’t use wallet I use PURSE. (same with liyi)

10. your alarm clock?
my cell phone. (same...*high fives*)

11. you hair?
black still black, with some stressed out white hair

12. tooth brush?
mine is purple ^^

13. what color are your eyes?
dark brown. or black, the colour in between...

14. unforgettable enemy?
myself... trying to forgive myself...

15. first play/musical/performance?
kindergarden (same)

16. last movie seen in cinema?
ghostrider, storyline useless, but i like the effects...

17. last person you yelled at?
i rarely yell at ppl, mayb my younger sis though, i'm bad... >_<

18. last crush?
i have forgotten... so emoless nowadays...

19. last shoes worn?
my sport sandles

20. last ice cream eaten?
icecream potong

21. last word written by hand?
>_> i don't remember <_<

22. last time you wanted to die?
i'll only feel down and hated the moment but nv wanted to die

23. when was the last time you went out at night?
*thinks* jeez, i'm not sure...

24. what was the last song you heard?
chinese song, dunno the name, but so damn familiar

25. what is about the opposite sex?
they are human like us... just guys

26. what do you want to do now?
i want to be happier >_<

27. what’s the first thing you ate this morning?
drink milo, eat bread with strawberry jam

28. what’s the one song you never get over?
none

30. fav day of the week?
hmm, none actually... fav moments is when i go holidy with family ^^

and don’t ask where is the no.29

cuz I don’t see any 29 at her blog too! =P

right ^^

done and over :p

i tag... whoever who see this! wahaha... then post me a link so i can go see what you answer :p

sigh

2007-04-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

i know i know i didn't blog for long... as you know.. my mom kept the modem... and i'm trying to reduce my online time...

we don't get along too well, but its alright. ( i do not meant my mom)

i'm worried about my mom. T_T

i'm not getting on well with life. But i'm coping...

life is indeed up and down...*sigh*

i look nerdy? >_> aiyok!
miss you guys man...

was down, damn down... and cause i was self-pitying *slaps self*

jeez, what is life about?

i'll be better...

<_<

bye... :p

Long awaited one

2007-03-05T17:57:00.000+08:00

long awaited post, which i delayed for so long...

now lets start with after CNY, it was really short, which is such a sad case but fun nethertheless. I do miss my cousins so and it was really great to see them. Later that weekend, we had a class gathering, though not too many turned up but it was still great to get to meet up with old mates, like liyi, baby boborah, shuwei and de lovely weinie. Not mentioning, meeiwei, gwen, monica who had flown off to switz now, the guys and nash, hani, diana and others! KokHong and isa and Shiwei were the BBQ chefs and i did help too :p wel, liyi did help me bbq some chickens too ^^ and i burnt a marshmellow for the first time. Why do people actually bother to heat it up i'm not sure. i guess it's nicer when inside all melt while the outside stay dry. Then, in the middle sean and his whole gang came and collect liyi and shiwei. and i kinda laughed at the way they SS and all :d they were so hyper up. but nash was a bit aih... ^^ cause they just barged in and went off. And i kinda get scolded a bit cause i reached home really late! (at east for my parents standard) :O...lolx, but thanks Mannmann dear for fetching me home ^^

Then, it was a really lazy week, everybody is stil in the holiday mood. Then we have a class dinner on friday which was at Yuen's steamboat which was apparently more fmous for its chicken than it's steamboat and yeah, gotta admit it tasted nice! Before that cause i have no extra transport so me and shu followed our classmate, christopher with mintze to pyramid while sham, steph followed Gajesh's car. And we went to watch Ghost Rider! ^^ nice effects but crappy storyline. not exactly bad but just typical =_= yeah, before that when we went to buy shu's mom's present guess who i meet? BABY LIYI! again.. yep =D yeah, liyi, see i wrote your name in capital etters ^^ LOL she was with her mommy there, and she told me again (the 3rd time) she quited her job. rofl =D After that there was the Octaves gathering and Shu gave all of us this really cool chinese cop. Arigatou again and i did have a really fun time meeting them all up and talking like we never did seperated. and again KokHong and Kim provided us with all the laugh we needed. Before that we were talking about bimbo and they defined the word bimbo for us. After eating, Kim wanted to try camwhoring and when she took the camera to take a picture of herself, the flash went off really strongly and she clutched her eye exclaiming:"Aww! my eye!" and K'hong began laughing, saying that she sounded just like a bimbo and this set us all rolling with laughter. But i went off pretty eary bout 10 something and the next day i totally missed Sharon's party :( i didn't dare to go out too often. Anyway, on that day the bisds youth did came carolling at out house and yeah... it was pretty fine ^^

AND i had Bio exams today... did plenty of mistake and yeah, last minute study again! but i did study, and the ones i didn't know how to do was the previous chapters i didn't revise... smartass me >_< swt case some people...

ohh, and i thought heeian was kinda angry at us, i dunno why thought, i just thought cause shu marah him, not really though for putting her video on blog, though until now i didn't get to see. LOL! but he just said sorry on his blog and i guess he was just shy to say so that's why he avoided us? i dunno... rofl... anyway, i guess it's fine now. and i should also say SORRY shu, for being a bit involved in this and not telling you, :p i just thought it would be nice to see it, never did think thoroughly.

and to all my baby friends, I MISS YOU GUYS! ^^

okay, this are just happenings, next time i write a post would be more on opinions and stuff, Yeah, Liyi dear, you gotta remind me. I'm not an avid blog keeper ^^

~leaving the past here ~

CNY

2007-02-17T13:08:00.000+08:00

happie happie early chinese new year to all people out there and happie holidays! :p
I'm having a week holidays so that is so weeeee~ *high fives*

i was so hyper yesterday night and i could suddenly jumped up and go wee~ my family and i went for our last minute CNY shopping with small aunt and aikhowe gorgor and their lovely darling cute talkative Ruihan baby! She drooled all over my sleeve when i carried her :p and today was the another rare occasion which i actually help out in the kitchen and we ate the long life noodle this afternoon. Delicious and scrumptious and even better we are going to have my sis and my favourite soup salty veggie duck soup! phhooo... i just can't wait to drink bows of it! ^^

hopefully i won't grow to much fatter this new year! GONG XI FA CAI again everybody! have a lovely Chinese new year!
tataz...

sincerely and hyperly,
teddyen

worried and rush

2007-02-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

it's Valentine's day... happy V's day to all ^^

first to update what happened. My aunt and her family from england came back for three weeks ^^ woot~ to celebrate chinese new year of course.
But something happen in the afternoon that worried me bit and i didn't know bout it until at night. My dear ama fell down again, but in the bathroom this time. We are pretty sure that this time is sured to be caused by a mini stroke because my sis told me that one side of her hand has no energy and my aunt confirmed that one side of her lip was drooping which is clear sign of stroke. But luckily it is mini enough and she's getting on with life as normal for now. Precautions and check up is a must! Please help me pray for her good health and long life! T_T

next to update was chemistry yesterday was such a rush! two experiments O_o and i broke a selinder penyukat (measuring cylinder) this time!!! well, not my fault really... beacause the holder was not secured properly so it droped whan I wash it.

and today as usual we went to UH to teman these cancer kids and there's many amazing people there ^^ there was this very spirited guitar woman and we felt inspired when we sang those kiddy songs with her, and i learn to make this balloon thingy where you have to twist and turn to make it into a shape. And i met this little malay kid who was so sporting and cheerful though i don't know his name, and meichi this little girl ish so cute too... and a those wonderful kids. though some is very shy, some having problems but at least we did our best though there are times when i'm not sure what i ought to do or say... sigh...

anyway... that's for now... tataz...

Changing codes...

2007-02-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

bah! Do you know how long it took just to arrange my this blog like this! Problems like the trynityblood image below which only appear half way occurs and i have no idea how to solve it until i went to get a html code for a space below the image then only it would appear whole, with some space below of course. And now i'm still struggling to find the code to make the blog title appear as you see now there's no blog title. :( and if my mom knew what i was doing she would probaby scold me for wasting time on these kind of stuff, but oh well, i can't get rid of my visual sensual desire for everything to look nice just like that, can I?
well, i'll have to go take bath now...

at least i helped in the afternoon ^^ went to market with my family and cleaned prawns after that. (i do house work once every century :p) right, off and away --> tata!

NewBlog

2007-02-11T02:30:00.000+08:00

yay! ^^ wecome to my new blog!
after having a blog and leaving it dead for like a hundred years, i'm having a newblog again and hopefully i won't let it die like my xanga blog, i have a link to my old blog but i put it privatise it a little so you have to be a xangaian to view it but don't worry, there isn't much stuff in there.

the sig above is L from death note, made by me except for the render. When i make a nicer one i'l upload it there. Hope everybody like my new blog skin! ^^

kk, gtg, tataz!

--> teddy goes to sleep <--